Thursday, August 13, 2009

pre-semester stress.

I leave for Minneapolis tomorrow.
And I can't say I'm feeling too jazzed, I know I should be, but I'm not.

Here's why:
1) I had a good summer, and I still feel I should be here in Texas for just a bit longer, even if for a week.
2) Money issues. I'm good financial aid and tuition and stuff wise, I'm just not being too wise with my personal spending. So I'm afraid of where that's leading me. (down the path of starvation, i'm sure.)
3) This semester is going to be tough. Two reasons: Classes and their work, and attempting to make a relationship happen.

I mean, the freshman year excitement is wearing off and I know it, I can feel the woes of this semester bogging me down already.
I really should cheer up though, it's going to be nice up in Minneapolis compared to here. Sure, humid, but nice. Not blazing hot and oh-god-I-want-to-melt-like-butter-on-toast sort of hot.

Also, I'm on orientation crew, so that's pretty nifty. But the fact that the training takes up a lot of the day, in which that could be time i could be using to go back to working at the records office, making money as compared to what I make now (which is nothing by the way) makes me kind of sad.

I hate double-edged swords.

hoping his pre-semester blues commit suicide,